Saturday, April 05, 2025

 Remote casualty-

you who were so fair skinned
    The prayers did you good-
  Your horns vanished
    claws became fingers
  But you had to have speech therapy
  for that lisp
  The therapist was an attractive female college student
  what kind of therapy was this?
  You ran away from home and joined the snake cult
in the darkest jungle of New Hampshire
 but you became bored with giant sleepy anacondas
  and started kindergarten
where you were studied by yet more attractive 
female college students
 It seemed to be becoming a theme 
you drew pictures of tanks and bomber jets
machine guns and flame throwers
  the college girls became interested 
you refused to speak
  and ate only pbj sandwiches 
 Until they kissed you
 


 You had a home-

   made of birch and pine sap
you rode a handmade zip line-
Thru the trees 
  You rode on the running boards 
of a '66 VW bug-
  You lived in a cardboard refrigerator 
  box 
On the outskirts of town-
   your name was Garci Crespo
      and you lived on a pyramid
        in the jungle
You had whales
  narwhals
      walruses
  as compatriots 
   Three Mayans sported
  scorpion tattoos
 Crude and smudgy
  they laughed 
In Vallodolid
   In Los Muertos
 You shopped for English books
   and danced with iguanas
you lost your glasses 
 In the waves
  stupid 
Searched for hours
 

 They stirred the pot

    and stood by
They didn't do anything wrong
Except everything

 Creature of the

  air

     There is no hope
Burn it down
  chalk and fire
   What does it mean
Good hope
 Cleanse thru fire-
Purify your sins
  Don't believe any of it
People are liars 
  

Friday, April 04, 2025

 Deep thoughts

   were buried 
In a yellow coffin
   You wore blue

 The now 

is no

More
   yesterday is long gone
 - 

 I rode the

Devils cart
  three pigs and a mule
came along 

 I cried

for heaven
    But the angels 
laughed

 Your eyes

are all screwed up
Too bad
  you're not looking at 
me
 Got up 

  early 
Twenty ounce 
dark roast
  Please

 Slid 

 on your face
like Wm Faulkner
  in southern corn rows 

 Greasy

    eyes of yestuhday
like shoes 
  made of birds

Thursday, April 03, 2025

 Breach 

the triumphant 
scourge
   of everyday sidewalks
The fat eyed syndicate monster
  is your best friend
   When the chips are black
   and the sky is bright blue
You stop to look at CA poppies shining
In the sunshine
   Waking to Spring!
  Another year!
Another passing of grey skies
   and pouring rain
The window was left open
and books were ruined
  the sky smiles 
  and moves on
  and leaves you crying
  for no reason you can think of

 The Darkness walks a shadowy trail

    down by the river 
Death
A hand appears
  and drags one in
One and one 
  two by ten
a hundred thousand 
In smashed homes
  Piles of concrete
for fifty miles
  run now 
run 

 My endocrinologist says

I gotta take pills
She says 
   I don't care if you take them but I'd
recommend it
So I take pills
For:
  high blood pressure
 High blood sugar
  high cholesterol 
the three graces of poor health
Metabolic syndrome
I guess booze smoking and doing drugs
Wasn't the wisest of moves
But it was fun!
 Cest la vie!
  

 I caught a leopard

   In my head
     What does it mean
     Too many nights
   of Fireball
    the leopard 
  Is withered and aged 
  her teeth have fallen out
   But her claws still tear flesh
    she licks my blood
off the rug
   and reads Dickens
Great Expectations 
By lamplight 

 I drag on

  the days
     Sleep and 
   stir
   brew
   walking my mind
  And eating peanut butter pretzels
  don't know nuthin
   say fuck it a lot
  Hah
      times a bitch
     when you're old 
   and boring as fuck
    
  

Wednesday, April 02, 2025


 

 I got 

memories like you wouldn't believe
doing drugs in Korea
burning cars in the Marble Mountains
Getting lost in the snow in winter 
But mostly I'm just a boring old guy
eating angel hair pasta 
With broccoli and Parmesan cheese
I sit around and wait-
I wait for the street cleaners
So I can move my car
It's pretty exciting
Got to get that good spot!
Then maybe off to Bob's for 
A maple old fashioned
They're pretty fucking good
I quit heavy boozing
I was going at it pretty serious
Every night
The corner store people
Loved me

 Play on

   sweet Gaspar-in-roses
Wash the color
   from your hair
  stooges arise
     and ride the train
   from here to nowhere
watch the factory
  clocks tick
as you sleep
your comrade sleep
  You left her 
and stole her money
not so funny now
  living in a Toyota Camry
outside Akron