I'm tryin 

   to tell the truth

but it's sometimes kinda flu-like haha

Ya know?

   Ah whatevs

      life goes on regardless 

         you have flowers

            songs

               spices

       We all have German Kafka-esque days 

ooh scary

   Let it go 

embrace joy?

Good luck!

Fuckna

  Another loser

Toss it!

DISCARD POST

 Soporific

   splop 

sophomoric

     Sploop 

         spleeezed

 da beetcha!

Catch me if you can't

You lose$$$$

I hate $$$$$$

  Sploooop

nowhere time

Going nowheres 

   No day

       no nothing 

No gas

  $$$$$$

Is this poetry? Hah up yours!

Signed,

 Robert Frost

 MAGMA 

  speaks!

in firey spouts

  of mesmerizing hot

How hot?

Too hot

     Lava hot

Why is it so hot inside the earth?

 dunno

  cause it's so cold outside?

Brrr

Space wants you dead!

Big pretty big pile o' death

Move on little one 

forget the past

It's just death space in your brain

Forget the past 

 ten

eleven

   twelve

    thirteen,

nope, 

   try again, 

       you are boring!

       fourteen 

  fifteen

   sixteen,

I'll say!

     where are you today

     boringtown USA

MR BORE-HOLE

   goin mini putt

  go kart 

     pinball captain 

 and his sidekick

BORE-HOLE

  seventeen 

    eighteen

nineteen 

  TWENTY!,,,,

 Jubjub shun

Take your vorpal blade in hand

  Mire and smire

    In gruesome extremities

 What 

You're no Lewis Carroll

    In maxim foe he sought thought? I ferget 

 brindles

     and bridaled

In steppes of golem (?)

   and gloom

       and great expectations 

           Beware and the frumious etc etc etc

          Look out for the yellow brick road

 Because because because...

   

 

 I puked into a plastic bag

But I think it had a tiny hole 

Gross

I put the bag in another bag and took it outside to the garbage can

Then I went and got coffee

Came home and got back in bed 

Looks like a nice day

 Some people

never have to do nothing 

they can do what they want

Except figuring out what they want

is what they have to do 

Or not 

 

 The Snout

threw up 

three or four times

and couldn't get to sleep until 4 am

but he made it through

He thought that was it

he'd do himself in to get rid of the agony

but it faded and his crazy brain shut down 

He'd stopped swearing he'd never do it again

It didn't work

 

 I lie in bed 

Whoopty floopty

Waves of petulant feelings 

I know you could care less

Say something interesting 

Touching

Funny 

Overly comedically angry

not this self analysis hooey

My mother never beat me

Maybe she should have

Whack 

Clean your room!

Whack 

Stop banging the house with that tennis ball!

Whack

Don't touch your sisters glass horses!

Whack

Fuck those stupid glass horses

You shouldn't fight if you live in glass horses

and it's the Wildcats not the Trojans!

 

 Creature

No

In a blur

In a frozen reality

Mebbe not froze, 

              I got the window

       open 

     heater on

         fan on

    two comforters 

     and a blanket

Exciting huh?

      I'm getting to the realization there's no

place like working out hah

    

 The outlash of sometimes

Sometimes

breathes in everyone

everyone with half a noodle 

   

running it up the maypole

     ruining your mothers drapes

        Murdering the plastic flamingos 

with sheer profundity

  and backwards reason

 try as you might

There's no hope

Unleash your inner wisdom

Your outer one ain't cutting it

 

 

 I went and visited an old friend 

she didn't look too good she'd 

gotten out of a 30 day rehab and she was drinking again

She said she felt horrible until she got the first drink

Both her and her bf were unemployed. She lost her job at the EPA and he was self employed working for wineries.

Wineries are tanking right now, she said, read any newspaper. She played piano and had a couple records out but nothing that made any money. 

She said after the next two gigs she was going to the hospital for a kind of hospital rehab. I didn't ask. 

She said her eightyfive year old parents were riding a three wheeled motorcycle to South Dakota.