Thursday, April 30, 2026

 








 

 Cashed it in

For nothing
No hopes
No dreams 
You started pretty good
But the horse pulled up lame 
You in your silks busted on the turf
Blood in your eyes
Head cracked open
You pulled yourself up
Legs like rubber
"I'm good"

 Oh Thank Heaven

For 7-11

NAOMI
FILES
1992













 

Google drive
  
   lost intransigent 
OCD spectrum monkey
It ain't defamation if it's true
  sorry 
      But it's not our job
   You can do battle w the world
and never get it
EXACTLY

 Kerouac

  Lost Dreams 

    - lost poems
Lost days 
  In a narrow
    Wavering
toward nothingness 
No Nirvaha 
Menhir 
  Prayer to the dirty chair
The dirty rocking chair 
Yer ma
Hah

 Stupid 

  waves 
of stupidity
     they never end 
          One after one
  some are big
But they're always there
Always coming
  All you can do
is walk the fuck away


 

Wednesday, April 29, 2026

 I justified my cynicism 

Easily done
"If you're not cynical you're not paying attention"
Some valid points there 
All things considered

 You paid the price

you avoided it all
It was just too much
you saw where it was headed 
and your negativity won again
you lived your fucking life
Who cares?

 Calistoga Speedway

Closed and out of business
trying to sell it off to housing developers 
So we were trespassing-
Everything is still there-
Like a giant red fifties gasoline truck
You thought it was a fire truck 
You climbed in
It wasn't locked 
a few small spider webs
Rolled down the window
"Look at me I'm a badass"

 You are

a dirty dish 
in the drying rack
greasy slippery slimey
in a place for supposedly clean plates

you washed it but
You didn't clean it
That would require a slight
effort on your part
and a slight respect for anyone wanting to use it
and expecting from its location 
to be clean

You are a dirty dish,
that, and an asshole.


Friday, April 24, 2026

 Rising like a phoenix

I carried my staff
Through the desert
-Cactus- like snakes 
Slithered everywhere 
devouring newspapers
and old hamburgers
I rose like Tucson
And took the Hwy 37 out
past the old pickle cemetery
Lots of good pickles
Gone
What can you do?