Scratch

   that 

        I'm not the 

                one who put everything in

a pile 

    and walked away

   oh wait 

 have you seen my room?

         Oof

       I'm a collector

          Unfortunately my space is limited

So hmm 

   problems 

   Oh well 

     Live and let live 

      I guess

     

 Miracles 

see the sky

Breathe the air

Join Humanity again

Power still out

Miracles

Breathe

Try the criminal 

Ignore atrocities and celebrate financial gains

Purge the nation use that excuse to spend US billions on friends businesses

PM McSkeavepussy (pencil mustache) will fix the vandalized pool (pool vandals are fucking everywhere!)

Breathe

Lie cheat lie again steal launder millions thru block head coins

Life is good

 

 Power out

So QUIET

like nothing

No fan

No heater

The world has gone quiet

Everyone is dead

Even stupid crows

No cars

No trains 

Or planes

Life as we know it has ended

I'm the only one left alive

(dream as a kid- even then I disliked people)

I can live wherever I want 

Drive any car

Do anything!

 Steep

sleep

 nope

              I'm in bed

                        

and

here's to  

nothing 

On anti ziaty 

     Catatonic? 

Nope

Check

Pee

Check

Hungry 

Nope 

Check

   Nurse practitioner 

Do you think of hurting 

Yourself or anyone else

     Umm maybe  

     your stupid office 

fot not scheduling a physician 

To fill in for the doctors

Paternity leave

Wtf?

 the sleeping bonnet

trips you up

no fancy lace here

a reminder of lost days 

you roll over again 

There's no way

Ben Franklin did this

burning wood stove 

dries out the night air

But there is none 

just a plug in fan heater 

and Hester Brin 

what she do now?

Slut! 

 Gripe

   gripe

        grip

a thought 

  I'm not trying

I'm too tired 

  Altho what the hootenanny?

 It's 6:42 pm? 

Dr gave me anti anxiety pills

but now I feel kinda weird

Oh blah blah blah

Poor me I'm old and worn out and I take anti anxiety pills

Hah

I'm my mother! 

God forbid!

  Walk the path buddy

   buy the ticket 

     Skip the line

Housemate coughing in hall

Smoke another three doobies buddy

He once told me Greek women have mustaches because their men are at sea so much and they need to compete with other sailors - serious 

 the fountains of Green

poured into their soles

their feet ached but their heads were okay

the fountains of Green were worshipped as Holy

but they were just algae

And yet Algae had powers unsuspected? Unknown?

Who knows? 

The president dud did all he could to remove it by hiring his "pool guy" Pencil Mustache McSkeazepussy

PM McSkeazebag and his coterie of ilks. 

The Lost Tribe of Israel

Hiding in Armenia in a small one hour photo lab.

"Come back tomorrow"

 

 

 Stupid Green Men

not lead soldiers(those are we

Ok w guns)

I'm just a kid in an old man's body

Stupid Green Men

everywhere 

  Ohhmmm jhhgcxcv g did

Yeah yah yo

 I mostly just do this because I'm bored

Sorry if it isn't more interesting

but whatever 

I think it entertains me laying in bed

watching the fog blow by

Trying to ignore my housemates 

Wondering if I'm

Hungry 

or if I need to pee again

Old age is such a hoot!

I'm

Thinking 

Of 

Hitting the road and just going until 

The moneys all gone

 

 stupid 

        ears of green

   sordid imbrocations 

of non existent and the like

it's a way to find your soul

  

     say what you won't 

because

  that's just the way you are

No aunts uncles cousins sisters dads 

   gonna change that

so fuck it 

   get on with it 

 

   as if you wouldn't 

   anyhoo

 I don't have anything to say

but whatever

God is watching over me

I am blessed by fortune

Unless I just jinxed it

I keep listening to the same singer/songwriter 

kinda dirge sad lonely stuff

makes me feel good 

I'm not the only miserable person in the world

EVERYBODY'S LOVING LIFE BUT YOU!

yeah fuck em I've got a fucking Hyundai named Huichol

That's the dealership- Huichol Hyundai

I drive a Shaman 

Thru rainforests with multi colored panthers

Everywhere is vibrant dyed yarn reality

Panthers Jaguars Weird Mexican Deer with horns

Iguanas Spiders Tarantulas etc

Women making tortillas and laughing 

 I took pills

8 or 9 or ten different shapes

sizes colors every fucking day

gotta keep my numbers in order

But I feel like a goddamn sloth on Qualudes

is that why I drink so much coffee

Not feeling right today

But the sun is out somethings not as it should be

grey grey grey is what I'm used to don't 

confuse me with sunshine and birds and doorbells

and cars and Nariah Carey

Narnia Carey

Go read a pamphlet on STD's 

And Drugs 

 Stoic 

betrothal

me and my pain

me and my Hyundai 

Parting the seas

Driving the tears

Thru mudbath carwash 

and sunken eyed Napoleon dreams

In Georgia orphanage 

walked to Pensacola

after a 49 year old man was conscripted and died

in a train crash

Now their home is a Naval runway next to the Gulf

Pleasant Grove Baptist Church 

 All bad news

Why can't I stop looking?

Just the way it is

I try to sleep it away

but bad dreams 

So what are ya gonna do?

Every day more bullshit

Most of it is just in my head

Blah blah blah 

Sorry

 I'm 66

Going on 666

The Devil has his own itinerary

I think he keeps it in a day planner

Black and Red

Days of the week

Thursday: Stir the pot

of sturmindrang (?)

  - must be some kind of soup? 

Who knew he was so organized?!

 Bleak Grey

To my soul

The bitter oceans 

In black

Yup that's it black oceans!