Somebody keeps calling me

and I don't want to talk

It'll just be some frantic you gotta do this

or you gotta do that

fuckna I'll do whatever I want lol

I'm meeting you in two hours 

I don't need a run down right now 

Okay calm down let it go

Jeez

 Not my worries

let it go 

Cochise

you got other battles to fight

Yah I know it's hot and dry

and the white men all got horses 

and clean blue uniforms 

but fuck em 

They can't survive out here

 

 Point San Pablo

Is a little sprit 

sticking out at the top of the bay

It's backed by many oil tanks of Point Richmond

giant ones

and it makes you wonder about toxic waste 

the road in is a tiny little thing 

with giant speed bumps every hundred feet or so

the marina looks out on blue green and brown water of the bay depending how deep it is

houseboats like Sausalito in the seventies

reside there charged per sq foot 

People live in them 

A large old navy research ship is 

Stuck in the mud out there

Supposedly a guy named Bobby owns it

and has signs all around it

KEEP OUT

DANGEROUS

PRIVATE PROPERTY

DO NOT ENTER

My friend says Bobby is a little whack

 

 I struggle with mental health issues

But who the fuck doesn't?

If you don't have mental health issues these days

You're fucking crazy

 The end of summer

like the end of a popsicle

Sad to see it go 

You're left holding the stick

sticky stick

What's the Fall of popsicle consumption

Speakin season wise

Fudgesicle muddy roads

thru 50-50 bar forests

Leaf peepin with an orange popsicle

Cherry

Raspberry

"Blue is the best flavor."

"Nuh uh yellow"

 - kids in supermarket 

 

 I struggled

through another nights sleep

Whoopty poopty 

bad dreams involving people

and places

I think nicotine dreams

They are fraught with anxiety

Is this just me?

Who knows

plus health issues

I'm not that old

Oh well

It is what it fucking sucks

Off to Marin today to have oysters and wine

with former coworkers from 1989

Woot! 

FCL!

Photo Industry!

NASA

ANSHEN ALLEN

GRAMMA THE CAMERA

HOCUS FOCUS

All the greats!

 

 

 If you stop time

you better have a plan

Nicholson Baker's plan was to undress women 

Literary maven

I think I would help the poor and feed the needy

ransack billionaires houses and steal all their forks 

Sign Trump up for a lifetime sea cruise with

Diarrhea Vacations-

shitting himself in Fiji-

but he's used to that maybe

something else

 I dreamt someone I once knew

was here and she

said she'd spend the night with me

and we kissed and

it was nice but someone

else was here and she was drunk!

Blah blah blah fucking dreams 

 Guh-loomy!

AM in San Fransucko

Looks like a AM Radio Station

 I'm bothered

by falling asleep 

at 7 pm

Yeah that's a bit early

waking at 4 am

Old guy issues 

Gotta pee again 

Whoopty 

Sometimes it's just nicer to be fucking asleep

Oh well

I'm awake now

 If you wake and the moon is broken

If you wake and the moon is broken

don't despair

If you wake and the sky is torn open

don't worry so much

If you wake and you're still drunk

better roll over and thank the stars

 The Queen of Memory

searched in her boudoir

for her frontal lobes

"Frontal robes you ass!"

 The whole world has disasters

But I'm only concerned about me

what's up with that

say people not you

but someone

and to them I say

something about Darwin

 

 Nothing to say/

morning/

weird nights sleep())(()))))))))(())()))()

Yeah tell me more/

Okay nothing/

World's a mess/

Carlos the Jackal is still alive/