I lie in bed 

Whoopty floopty

Waves of petulant feelings 

I know you could care less

Say something interesting 

Touching

Funny 

Overly comedically angry

not this self analysis hooey

My mother never beat me

Maybe she should have

Whack 

Clean your room!

Whack 

Stop banging the house with that tennis ball!

Whack

Don't touch your sisters glass horses!

Whack

Fuck those stupid glass horses

You shouldn't fight if you live in glass horses

and it's the Wildcats not the Trojans!

 

 Creature

No

In a blur

In a frozen reality

Mebbe not froze, 

              I got the window

       open 

     heater on

         fan on

    two comforters 

     and a blanket

Exciting huh?

      I'm getting to the realization there's no

place like working out hah

    

 The outlash of sometimes

Sometimes

breathes in everyone

everyone with half a noodle 

   

running it up the maypole

     ruining your mothers drapes

        Murdering the plastic flamingos 

with sheer profundity

  and backwards reason

 try as you might

There's no hope

Unleash your inner wisdom

Your outer one ain't cutting it

 

 

 I went and visited an old friend 

she didn't look too good she'd 

gotten out of a 30 day rehab and she was drinking again

She said she felt horrible until she got the first drink

Both her and her bf were unemployed. She lost her job at the EPA and he was self employed working for wineries.

Wineries are tanking right now, she said, read any newspaper. She played piano and had a couple records out but nothing that made any money. 

She said after the next two gigs she was going to the hospital for a kind of hospital rehab. I didn't ask. 

She said her eightyfive year old parents were riding a three wheeled motorcycle to South Dakota. 

 

 

 Hobbits on acid

   "I can't feel my feet"

"Do we have any Allman Brothers?"

    "We're not sleeping on a waterbed"

   "Gandalf was an asshole"

    "I think we're invisible!"

"What if the Narnia dudes come by?"

   "Flying around on dragons? 

         Who does that?"

"Let's go hangout with Orcs. They're cool"

The 

grey 

summer

     is 

     back

   Samuel 

Clemens

    didn't 

know 

How

good

he had it

 

 There's no hope

Until there is 

sometimes things work

Lefty loosey 

    The Gods are watching

but they don't give a shit

   round up your goats

pack up yr Coach luggage

   How's the weather in Sardinia?

Hot?

The goats will like that

 I can't stop 

The photos

My camera is black and aquamarine 

And plastic

I dropped it and the lens fell off 

I put it back on

It snapped right into place

Kinda blurry 

Not really sharp reticulation

Kind of BLACK AND WHITE

IMPRESSIONISM!

Suck it CLAUDE MONET!

 The mishmash of Peruvian mindflakes

is everywhere again 

   again 

      again

    yes 

     stupid 

   what can you do

no 

          steal

Some French dressing

      give it to the cat called Kismet

he wants to engage

     but he's shy

or maybe it's a she

   I never know 

       They use no

pronouns

 I forgot

The meaning of Life

I think during a concert at the Oakland Coliseum 

it wasn't yesterday but it seems like it

I saw some people I knew 

We said hello

 I lost my identity

I don't know who I am

so I'm just making it up

I changed my hair color

got my teeth done

bought all new clothes

Got a late model used luxury car

Fuck em

They can't tell me who I am

 I've lost the thread

but it's no matter

I have drugs 

They'll keep me going

My friends aren't friendly

but they're still my friends 

Sometimes that's all you can ask for