Thursday, September 17, 2026











 

 Missed 

surface 

tan majorette 

        Shells and mother mortars

simpl  e explain
   slop

Words
Words
Words

      Earth is no one's home

Please the sky
with simple rhymes
simple times
I try

I played the cardboard saxophone

with Charlie Parker
and some other guy

We owned a cardboard home
on puddle river beaver dam home
Whoops!
 

Hello some day



 I'm 

  a
     greedy
    Cyclone
        typhoon
      waterspout
          breeding
             breathing
     in dead air
         in thwarted hopes
        stupid wasteful words   
  and greedy eyes
Oops 
   Let's start over
How you doing? 

 Time 


    Is 

 ghost
   riding a boxcar at midnight
       drinking cheap red wine and laughing
   Time
wears nothing 
knows nothing 
Shows nothing
says nothing
     time steals your dreams
     and your fresh picked flowers
     It buries civilizations with times dirt
Time laughs 
at your sense of importance
Sneers at your good looks
Shits on your frail concupiscence
    time has no face 
    No hands 
     No second hands
       No feet 

 I know

Too

Much crap
I'm sorry I wish I could write something meaningful or
at least funny or even humorous but
it's all morbid depressing shit
Ah well 
What can you do?
Life has a way of busting you down
Tearing at your brain
and mines just trying to fucking hold on
 I should watch tv
that's probably the problem 




  

 More blustery September

Gray gray gray

   Overcast and dismal
Bleak 
   bleak
   
    bleak
even the crows are depressed
  they caw extra loudly
and crap on everything
     Brown leaves pile up 
while
old men sweep their driveways 
their neighbors wish them dead
   They wait for the street cleaners 
with their car parked on the sidewalk so
  they can get "their" spot in front 
Fucking assholes
   They tighten up their pant belts
and smile at passerbys 
 Fucking losers 
   they bought a 2016 RAV 4
from a friends widow 
  
  

 Im in a prison of my own making

My anxiety are the bars of my cell
The guards wear faceless masks
I'm breaking out
This place sucks

Wednesday, September 16, 2026

 shades of mediocrity

built into existence
   So what
 Like a butterfly on a banjo
What?
     Like a sesame on a shell of night 
Whoaat 
   Like the turds floating around your bathroom brain
Hey now!
  You stroked the pinion miracle
for superior hp on your standard brand
But no nothing down the road 
  Just dirt asphalt pebbles and hard tack sailor joe
Drive the cosmic typhoo 
  Sleep in a boat
      Swim with dorados and some other to be named later fish 
  Go on now 


 


 

 Living w the ghosts of poetry

I really don't know anything about poetry
(true confession)
most of it I can't understand or not gonna bother with
Sorry great poets :!
Christopher Smart ( was he kookoo? I think so)
That one about the sea creatures/ it goes on and on
 and the one about his cat Geoffrey- pretty good
The Drunken Boat - Rimbaud?
   What's with Native American reference - Indians!
 Leaves of Grass 
   Classic - which he changed like umpteen times - couldn't leave well enough alone-
Auden, Elliot, and whatshisname sorry couldn't do it
I lack certain tenaciousness verbosity
Ahem
Jabberwocky - fuck yeah
Two Roads Diverged by an old white New Englander
Dickerson- gloomy New England spinster rides the horses heads thru eternity
Baudelaire? Balderdash
Gloom and doom most of these guys need a good shot to the gut (kidding)
Rilke?
I wish I wasn't such an a-hole

 Lazy fucking day

Kinda gray, windy, almost rain
I got up early and went to Walgreens
for prescriptions and antacid
now I'm back wondering what the hell im doing
could be worse
Things are starting to look up
My brains being rewired 
I exercise (slightly)
I don't hardly drink or do drugs
Just lay around and look out the window
at the gray sky
and a giant tower for sending signals to aliens 
and people in Tiburon

 Mooo!

    Supper moo jo 

Skallyboowish

  • One
  • Two 
  • Free

Sub par head

POETRY FOR THE MASSES AND FISHMONGERS

Minor League heading AA FRESNO OR FRES-YES

(dumb)
    Cry me a river 
        Mark Twain
            

 They can't all be winners

but are any?
"you have gotten into the habit of asking too many questions"
White lines
squashed porcupines 
Purple mountains majesty
Two marmots in the bay area 
They chew car innards and fall asleep
Wake up hundreds of miles from home
Years ago my buddy worked at Animal Care & Control
I knew he was working late night by himself so
at 3 am I called them 
"HEY, there's a marmot in my backyard and he's howling like he's hurt!"
"It's not a RACCOON ITS A MARMOT. I BEEN TO THE MOUNTAINS I KNOW MARMOTS"
He said he wouldn't come out. If it was still there the next day give them a call. 
"WELL WHY DONTCHA COME OUT AND WE'LL BURN ONE!"
"Who is this?"

 I started taking antidepressants 

supposedly they rewire your brain
and mine could certainly use a rewiring
or a complete fucking overhaul
"Take her out boys, she's done, blew a cam and the rods are worn thin"
"We'put mmm a Mazda in Mr. Williker last month and he's ticking along smooth and easy."
The nurse practitioner mechanic said I could have a months worth and then check in with her. 
Remember when cars had chokes?
"You choked her?!!"
"It was the only way she'd start!"
Vrooom brrp grind rrrrrmble

 I got nothing

Lying in bed at 4 am
drinking New Orleans style iced coffee
out of a milk carton
La Dee doodly doo
outside it's gone from summer cold (not really)
to Fall cold (kinda brrr!)
Brrrrr!!
(Not really just a jacket and still shorts!)
Mmm interesting eh
Bluupity bluuuu
Blub 
A dog attacked me yesterday at the dog park 
I took his photo with my plastic camera
Maybe he didn't like photos?
Came at me barking and snarling 
and got hold of my jacket 
and gave it some tiny tears
Owner offered to buy me a new jacket
I said just give me like $30 (target jacket)
He was apologetic and said the dog doesn't like black jackets(?)
Said he's attacked before 
Also a black jacket

Tuesday, September 15, 2026

 I soaked my brain in carcinogens 

ran my flagpole up yer moms adu
died my cat purple and red
Go USA!!!
I sank my feet in marshy water
photographed cattle in the hot brown hills
The water rose and flooded the marsh
I camped out in your kitchen sink
burned creosote in your canteen
Ran a few red lights on the way to the liquor store
sober as a marmot
Whose turn to buy?

 The sun burns a hole in my flesh

Every day I slather shit on my face and arms 
but it doesn't do any good
I spray it on maybe that's the problem
I should go full mountaineer and use white zinc
Like I'm climbing Everest

Glaciers are melting 
They didn't use their sunblock?
Stupid glaciers
"We're bright white! The sun will bounce off us!"
Try again losers!
You are melting. Are there hats? Yes it's real. 
Bummer

 

 1.6 miles

28 minutes to walk there? Huh

I don't think so
Who da fuck knows 
Fuck dat!
Fuckers!
Fuckin bull shit
Have a nice day!

 September Song

"It's good to live again..."
Falling light
    Leaves turning 
     Red 
Orange 
  Yellow
Brown
  Black
Nowhere in Vermont
Nowhere in Manhattan
Nowhere in Spring
    Leaves falling 
wind blows  
   Cold snap
you can smell it in the air
  It's a northernly smell
Of burning leaves 
horse poo 
   and bottles of booze
It's fresh and clean
But your socks are dirty
and your fingers are frozen
  "It's good to live again..."