some psychotic
  nightmare took place
 and did I even know it
 did I think it was normal?
I walked and talked and spewed fire from my nostrils
 and ordered a latte  
and worried about the sun
and my shoes
   I worried my way to the train
despising those coming up the stairs
when I was going down
the fellow commuters
possessive of we were here first space 
fucking move back you fucks
people sleeping
eating
  whatevering
just a freaking shit show
why did I do that
  why is that shit ok?
because you have to get there
is it wrong for me to even ask these questions
yes it is
so fuck that