Pinche

  Pendejo

                   Cual es la fecha de hoy? 

     Working

    Working

         Working

     Seen ya on the street

          with that black doggie

         See ya 

   everyday

    See ya tomorrow maybe

Or maybe not

La Perla Negra

        Sets sail

    w flautas 

      Y birria 

     Cuanto questo 

    tomorrow's another day

         set your watch

         for midnight

         we sail 

      before the moon

       

 Grievous

torture

Of Spanish

Steps

And 

Women in black

The children screamed

And laughed 

And ran the sidewalks

And the balloons

Old men with

Cigars

Fat and tired

Drinking and

Reading 

Newspapers 

Stores with 

Alligator

Shoes

And purple fedoras 

The movie 

Ended 

And we thought

Crazy

Italians 

 I

crept thru fire

  swerved when I should have 

swayed  

    sank 

   deeper

   into your eyes

       and you laughed

        for I was a fool

        with no sense 

of direction 

       I'd pulled the plug

      but the electricity was still on

 I got

a handful of 

 nothing

   no 

 time

no 

Nothing

  So what

  forget yourself

  Me me me

     Blah blah blah

Nobody loves me!

Hah

   the rocks know you 

the trees carry you

   The sky laughs at you

   the wind talks about you

    and howls

    lightning splits your sides

     thunder isn't ever around

       no phone

         no home

            no here's looking at you 

               Just goats

           and Charley

            on the back road

                to the Devils mountain

                    There you'll build a shack

         out of manzanita and barbed wire

             the walls of lead and colored bottles

                 beams of stone and plastic flotsam

             Isla Mujeres 

    and a beat up scooter 

 On the brink

sliding

ever downward

toward 

  levitation of the senses

     gird the beaches

        you can't change what's 

already here 

get washed away

washed of your sins

   hiding in a tree 

      surrounded by 

your mind

   your thoughts

      Everyone is gone

         

 Sick

 

  and tieyud 

               sleepin in the afterwards

   with chicken fried skies

                and work dreams

    BLAH buh hooey

        Nevie's to blame!

                 poor little cutie

       no brew crue

      tooniihht 

      layin in bed 

     tickets are cheap

         they say

   Fly to LA

          not today

 "You ruin everything"

What do I know? 

Perforated kale and smoothies

chop chop you got to toe the line

  I tried to jump and I pulled a muscle

   What am I doing

     Wandering noweresville in search of werewolfs and prairie potatoes 

   seeking the comatose reflection of a silver dome

     Pooing in an abandoned house

life gets more interesting as you get old

 Picking up rusty washers 

   with stars on them 

 the demise of soul

   in hwy 84

Vallecitos 

  Where is Diablo Canyon?

tumbling tumbleweeds

   In Torn Down Goats Head renovation

   the rooms are available

    the piano is waiting

     In the back room

      It's all

Owned by a utility

  I think

private property

Road closed

   The cattle watch you warily 

   who the hell is that?

The wind tower from another century

Is decaying and falling apart

 

 

 I crashed the garden gate

     no steady 

no floral escape

    we worked the primrose

alley

   and ate pan au chocolat

with sad eyed children

  large electrical towers wandered

the back field with a half toppled

  decaying old barn 

and an old broken redevelopment sign in the dirt

Things were looking up

 Warthogs

     lemurs and alligators

just chillin

  on Columbus Day

families in traditional Mayan dress

   Alissa said you could tell what region by the colors

we hiked the hill looking for the tiger

  he was asleep in the corner

Tail slightly flicking 

  We rode the train past emus and wallabys 

no dingos ate my baby

  We went home and watched Milwaukee

beat LA

Thoroughly enjoyable 

 Movin 

   on

       a broken

Plateau 

of sighs

   and screams

        broken ankles

      scraped foreheads 

   torn sorrows

 in neon green bruises

Ouch

    dat hoits 

        I'm sitting in rural county road 246-B

with a handful of nothings

and no one's

  We'll be alright

All of us

 The truth is negotiated

or not

   no one escapes

we watch out

   some could care less

      actually most

          sharing is caring

               no pain no gain

    My feet hurt

  my legs ache

     my ears are sick

  of the sky

     my mind is tired

      I don't care

          the raisson d'etre

              Joi de vivre

                  Champagne and escargot

      bonjour 

 

 Moof

    moof

        Splack 

cryin like a river

tell it on the mountain

the crowds are forming

      kiss a bison 

    $10-30

Wear a feathered bonnet

    Like mesa verde

  or don't

     The cyclops knows all

          the oracle will take your hand 

               Baby Eats!

  

 

 Something's rotten in East St Louis

Hamlets on the watch

for the ghost of his dad

There's no little mermaid there

But the bbq is to die for

 I've got no life

so I keep banging away

at this Smith-Corona iPhone typewriter 

I should booze up 

  But uh no

     I need a new typewriter ribbon and

more reams of eggshell papyrus scroll

    I'm etching cuneiform in giant

stone obelisks with a man with a birds head

     holding baskets of some ancient stuff 

all very complicated and Brooklyn museum 

  Take the F train

I think the F

Oh F it

    Anyhoo we're talking Assyrian neighborhood

Down by the cheap Gilgamesh Restaurants 

  and hardware stores

  

 

 I got nothing

No how 

  No why

      no wherefore 

    no saintly sage

(Sagey Wagey the dog is a saint)

  no silly simple Simon le greed

Boris Badanov

  Etc 

      Etc

          Etc

still I stock the fridge

    Raspberries 

        Milk

             More raspberries 

                    More milk

Half pound of Chuck

      Etc

         Etc

            Etc

Walking

   Walkin 

       Walkin 

    To TJ's on the hill

past teenagers in school

     and old ladies with canes

Cars

     More cars

          More more cars

BEEEEEEEEEPPP

 

    

 Sleet

   and skeaze 

Der Blau Reiter 

Blau Angeles

  cutting waves of extreme volume

thru the city

    on this beautiful fall kinda windy day

WAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOO

  RRRRRRRRRRSSAAAAAARRRRFFFFFF

ah shaddap

 

 The purity of

  truth

  Is that 

a pomegranate 

Or a salt shaker

You've lost your gourd

Can't lose what you never had

   Muddy Waters truth

  Hambone on my ring finger

Ya'unnerstand

  Bukka on a train

     Frisco lines

  Hellhound on my trail

     Sold his soul 

to play that good

very long fingers

  and a popped eye

     Elmore James 

        with electricity 

           Candyman

 Normal 

  

   Medium

large

  Say 

Medium dollars

I'll do the decidin'

I'm the Decider

  Apple Decider

is it frosted?

   hard decider?

Apple smack?

  it's a Fall tradition

     with orange and black

    Falling leaves

They no longer burn the leaves

   I'm the decider

Smell that smoke

The smoke of burning fall leaves

  Buried in a pile is you

Hah!

Your autumn sweater

   plays a tune

Which only everyone can hear

   You in your autumn sweater

 Sometimes

 

you just gotta forge ahead

Without a care 

In the world///

   sometimes

it doesn't matter

              no matter what you think

   You center

    Of the panel 

   You who have doubts

      you 

   you

  yo

   Waking

      and sleep living

       wake me 

  when it's over

       I'm trying to climb

          a nasty pine tree

        so I can see the sky

         I'm trying to ride holding on

in a white jacket

      collar popped

        I'm trying to be myself

    in a world of centimes

     and gendarmes

     Merci

     I'm not trying that hard

 To be 

Or 

Not to be

      It's a giant burden

    so fudge it

    Place your bets 

      and step back

    Red 

    and black

 

 Center

 

aligned

steep 

   slobbery 

slope

     slipping

  sliding

              skiding 

       slooping 

    Mcpoop 

       Cerebellum III

       careering

     careening 

    Left

   Right

     lefty Lucy

     righty whitey

   time

      up

   You got a fly

     in yer ointment

     there a spy

    In yo jointment 

aching

    and breaking

So 

No

   Go

 Joe

  Leave it and come on home

     

 Night life

My stomach hurt

Old guy

I tried

The crowded venue set me off

Felt bad cuz I bailed on my friends 

Irish goodbye

 

 I worked the Union 76

in high school

how did I get that job?

No idea

Pump gas

Clean windshields 

Check tires and oil (if they ask)

I was sixteen and the owner was I think a couple years older

His dad had bought him the gas station cuz he was into cars

He had a racing car that may or may not have been street legal and Ford F-150 with what he called airplane tires

I got my buddy the night shift job

Sometimes I'd come in and we'd get stoned

We had a homemade bong made out of a honey bear plastic bottle

My friend said I guy came in with a shotgun looking for the owner

said the owner put oil in his brake lines and his daughter crashed

My friend said come back tomorrow he'll be here

 Crapped

   out

tryin'

    nuthin 

   look out 

   for Lelly

Or Nelly Mug

      A famous makeup artist

      Bye 

    

  The 

worked

life

   bring

  back 

     the 

    estuary 

     blues

      stinky

     mud 

      south of the canal

    we launched kayaks

      and saw dark 

     small 

   dolphins

 Crime

 

pays 

when you're stealing

sun block

                     I don't want to fry my face

       Stealing 

      stealing

         stealing

             

 Waiting for the mailman

and military jets are blazing away

over a beautiful sunny 70 degree

SF DAY

I feel

Let it be

lazy

Phil Spector produced day

WALL OF SOUND

and a little messy 

Tired 

black

    and 

        white

Wistful? 

   Nope

I dig a Pygmy?

    Something about that album tho

no GM making it "perfect"

  No one's making this day perfect

That's on me

 

 

 Kanniption 

   Kansas

   Last stop  

on the Bandoliro Hiway

Twenty three houses a saloon

    and a post office

     Try as you might

   you will not

Waste 

away

    Bacon and eggs at the saloon

       Burgers in the afternoon

        

     

 

 

 Cradled

in the iron rust belt

of forgotten memories

snapshot memories

of tunics and runes 

battle weary grandparents battered and scarred

Aunts and Uncles with 

Buick eyes

LeSabre suits of ccthonic misery

smiling and laughing

at a 6th birthday candles lit

color prints with deckled edges and the year and month 

printed on the border

 I'm 

standing on a peak 

of nothingness

So what 

    so what

        so what 

See the forest

     not each tree

          read the moths 

              circles in your sleeping bag

   tripe 

And Hooey

   Tripe and

Hooey

He got yelled at cuz there were bats living in his bathroom

He got punched cuz he parked in the 

wrong spot

They claimed he peed in the corner 

of his bedroom

   Life in Nicasio

has its downside he said

   Stoop

    groop

floop 

    The kitchen was the messiest thing I'd ever seen-

like who would live like that

  I pitched my tent outside 

 

 what day 

is it

who knows 

fuck it

today is the day you gotta get out of bed

leave your head behind

It doesn't do you any good

Shaved off four day chin scrabble

brushed the teeth

new underwear

Socks

Back in bed

La dee dah humbug

  ladybug

     Ladybug

        Wherefore art thou

asleep at the wheel

   sleepdriving again

       Valium 

           Walium 

               Calium 

Say do I see

    His little peepee 

        oh forget it 

            Pay the Piper

    and say goodbye!

 

 Mesmorized by 

   the idio

incited by the untimely

you stand 

You sleep

you don't sleep

 What

   I'm not here

     I left years to go

      In a bottle of Ace 

         I've got nothing

            it's at the turn

                Beware the self

               he'll fool you 

            Into thinking

         and that's a risky business 

       For some