poisoned 

 by the 

 nowhere air 

 -the near 

- the far 

-poisoned 

to the point 

    -to the blood 

poisoned by the 

    thoughts 

    -again 

and 

again

 and 

again 

and 

      again 

        to the edge 

      to the side 

     to my mom 

        poisoned by the 

          me 

myself 

 the I 

 that does 

 this thing

  -again

and 

again

 and 

again 

and 

      again
-oh but wait -

          -no don't wait 

- don't fucking wait 

  I'm tired of people waiting 

   people who wait

              people who wait
like Miles Davis 

 people who wait like Miles Davis 

     on the step 

        listening to some unknown 

 sound 

      like the wind 

              or a dead real estate deal

                                    that's what I'm talking about