I had a dream 

I was at a house with a bunch of people

Everybody was painting 

They took my paintings and painted really interesting, dynamic paintings over them. I was like wow that's a cool painting and at the same time I was all, they painted over my paintings.

Then I saw a girl I liked and she was with a nerdy guy but she obviously was with him.

Why do I have dreams like this?

Do I really have such low self esteem? 

Fucked up.