Granted ok

I think I'm pretty freaking fucked up

but I'm just a regular person

or maybe not

Or

I'm a genius!

A mad man 

In the form of a white Anglo sexing precedent

Beknighted by the Queen

Queen of marigolds and poppies

And King Manzanita 

in his frosted low grade coal mines

309 miles from the oceans 

and thousands of tiny shells outside his barrow homestead