floated 

 up from a 

pillow 

  of 

 nothingness

     resting my buddha 

      eye 

 on the 

                         rocky crag 

       of samsara

 what is that beats me 

                  jesus was a phony 

                                and fuck jack kerouac

                     stupid miserable drunk deadbeat dad momma's boy 

                                    was that a lot of 

                                mythologizing 

                      the antics 

                          of drunken days 

      and cold nights