Tried a thousand 

ways not to be me

I thought it would be easy

     but I couldn't shake me-

         like a shadow 

I'm always there 

here

   wherever

even in some fancy big city

a thousand miles away

Yup reflection

that guy

drinking helps

A LOT at times too much

so 

so what 

   Now I just hide 

from the demons

But they're out there 

I know they are