Thursday, April 25, 2024

 They took my sandwich

   when I re-entered my country!
 a deli sandwich
    which will never be eaten
       ham and cheese
          and maybe a little mayo
      encased in a plastic triangle
      purchased at the inisuper
   missing a large M
(I actually purchased three of them
and had eaten two already)
   but I was willing to
  do my part to keep 
  our country safe and bacteria free
  I handed over the deli sandwich
without complaint
(I'd already had two!)
  and they let me go my way
without any further ado
   or bag inspection 

Wednesday, April 24, 2024

 
Serene
 
    by signs
     of ancient pools
         of stop signs
                  south of Napoli
    the cheap suit!
        the cardboard
                               against my stomach
        the Romany (Gypsy)
     children
        all sizes
                     grasping my arms
outside the train station
         in Rome
        The black ambassador
        saying
        "Don't take candy from strangers!"
      and actually meaning it
               after us (Jessie and I) seeing 
   a box of mewling 
kittens by the side
   of a busy
highway 


 entombed

   like Cespedes
Glory to the age 
     See 
    the dolly is for sale
    said the black man
    loading his cart
I bought Fuji apples
   instead
and 
   cheese
    and pork chops
      and raw ginger
    there's a new world 
around the corner
   












 

Monday, April 22, 2024

 My stomach felt bad

   pretty much every fucking day
so I went out
   In the fucking ninety degree heat
  Walked a half block
To the windowless Chinese restaurant 
Ordered a full order of Kung Pao Pollo 
with white rice steamed 
And a Victoria beer
  not sure what that is but
it was good -semi dark lager
Ice fucking cold
   food was good 
but so much
   para llevar 
"Por la cena?"
"Maybe late night"

 the street dog 

     white with dark tear marks
under her sad eyes
  She's kind of a fatty though
 They call her Gorda 
   I gave her some meat
      From my steak and eggs
  I don't think she even got up 
  Just devoured the steak pieces
   And then licked the sidewalk
 kicking back
head a little funny
   Zeus -ified 
   post-hamburguesa hangout
no chilis
  no poblanos
    no serranos 
I really should 
   motivate but I know it's fucking hot out there
and it will
  beat me down
also no shade at this hour
the sun is directly overhead

Sunday, April 21, 2024

 who had 

  a longer time
with Herculaneum
 tithing
     A vorpal blast 
From Dairy Wueen
   And Bob Dylan lyrics
      About a volcano
    It can't all be 1985 Linda Street
And it certainly
Will never be again 

 I had no hope

   not even any dreams
Not any more
I guess it's a little late
  For that
They wanted 950 pesos for a ribeye
That's like 55 dollars
 There was a huge table 
probably a wedding group
and multiple other tables near me
  They were all waiting for their food 
I said no 
Yo pagare para los bebidos y voy a salir 
   I came across some guys drinking beer
at a hamburger stand on the sidewalk
 I got a cheeseburger w raw onions mayo and some diced 
peppers
  Yum!
80 pesos! 
 Cheap!
 The mirror 
  
   was a Bergman movie
at a cinema in Harvard Square
 I think it was Fanny & Alexander

 Some time

    with palm trees 
   and it's freaking hot
      the sun is blistering
  I'm really doing nothing
    drinking tequila 
In an air conditioned boutique 
   hotel 
I walked a mile or two to
get chinese food
  It was a huge plate of food
  No one else was there 
It was so good 
 Dang! Yum!

Friday, April 19, 2024

 Sucking on 

   Walgreens nicotine lozenges
In my dark air conditioned cave hotel room
In Baja 
and drinking tequila
All the workers must think I'm nuts
Every time I walk out they're looking at their phones
while picking their nose
It's a "Boutique" hotel
It's very clean 
AC on Turbo! 
It's fucking hot out
I had an idea I'd change my name!
to... 
    Hugo DeNaranja? (Orange Juice) (it's so good down here)
-  at least the room is clean 
She folded my clothes
And lined up my toothpaste and sunblock
I told the maid she could clean
She's always smiling- for real
She seems so happy
Alejandra
  "Voy a somewhere"
She laughed 
  So I went out for breakfast (was it oatmeal?- at some point I was like I need healthy food!) and then waited in
line at the Turistica Aguila bus station
-crowded on a Friday am 
I like bus stations - it's been a while
Large woman with a tiny little boy 
(He's all go go go!)
In front of me -she's trying to manage both
 Boy started crawling behind the luggage counter
Mom grabbed his shirt and dragged him back
like a fat lion w a pesky cub
Meowrr!
Next woman had an array of 
xeroxes in a folder
I think ID photos 
Buying tickets for a group. 
Gal who helped me was very nice
and worked with me even though
no puedo entender nada
(my standard ice breaker phrase- yo soy Americano, no entiendo nada!) Lol

 I slept

thru the blazing sol 
    drank a doorbell worth of
     don't forget tequila
       ate fried oysters 
         Thinking clams in Massachusetts 
            Got annoyed with some 
   dreadlocked dude
Asking cash or card
   before showing me the bill
How could he?! Lol
    Cute gal brought the bill 
I said I'll pay w moolah
  She laughed
Nos vemos!
               

Thursday, April 18, 2024

 Steps are squandered

   in baja concrete
Yer mom
    and pizza wings oysters
Tequila
   Chili lime
   the lost days 
of blah
Blah
Blah
   Taxi 
Stand 
       Graffiti 
DOPE
    eyeballs crying
in Mason pyramids
   airliners with a 
Giant Ram watching
  Decayed old hotel
Los Arcos
   abandoned and garbage 
   razor wire 
No estacionarse 
Policia
   Shake down
tourist 
For peeing in a dark alley
    2000 pesos 
or 36 hours in jail
   Off we go to the Mezcaleria
  and birria torta

   

Wednesday, April 17, 2024

 Oxxo

   closed
opens 7 am
 So much for that idea. 

 I left the AC 

  on Turbo when I went out
the little room is like a
refrigerator now
It's a little chilly

 don't leave the sun

    in a lonely place
it will burn your teeth
  Said the Prince of snot
Hack- toooey
  He spit on the sidewalk
 Three dogs lay under benches
sleeping 
  The beautiful bag had many junked sailboats
from a monsoon a few years ago
They lay like whale carcasses in the water

 Cocodril 

  restaurant is deep fried fuckstick
No Pacifico
 Twice wali ordered beers on the menu
but they didn't have them
Twenty minutes we sat there but she never came
back for our order
We left 100 Pesos and went down the road

 in a Transylvania mirror

   I wasn't there- but the mirror
wasn't either 
   but my dad was
  and now I look like him
 How long until 
I don't know
your name
street names
phone numbers
what email is
"Take Fen-Tone"
(They took his drivers license away)
  and every time I have ice cream
 it's like I never had it before

 The seance

   was banal
Definite lack of booze
            Spine tingling
         orchid face
       on a sobriety kick
         Sometimes I wish the ocean would
  just rise up 
  and carry everything off