Monday, January 18, 2016

vertigo 

spinning 
     yes  spinning 
                   stumbling
 whipped
  wupped 
     warped
ssssick feelllllling
  bppv 
       or TIA? 
or Labyrinthitis- David Bowie 
death tie -in
I guess?
stapes 
high on
cokelea?
no,
gondolier on the
vestibular canal
spinning in semicircular ducts
utricle down theory
balance organs
  fugging hill
       meclizine = dramamine
how can that heal me 
oh well
           housemate store run 
(are you here)
                texts 
    and vibers to france 
   walking like on 
the rolling deck of a ship at sea
   blood pressured 
                            one hundred and something 
        I'm going to fucking die here
        arterial blockage?
          fucking hell
                      take the pills 
 when in doubt take the pills 
                     okay calming down 
        get some soup 
                     tomato soup with basil 
not bad 
                    blood pressure 
 is twenty to thirty degrees lower at pharmacy machine 
 stupid thing 
             damn still feel 
 shaky but 
 can function 
                         fuck