I smoked 

Ten thousand cigarettes 

 And now what

  My brain has stopped working 

I can read bullshit on my phone for hours

   I'm special!

 I tried

Mmmmm

I'm trying 

I  quit cigs

  Via nicotine lozenges

   But now I'm addicted to lozenges

How many days?

Who gives a fuck

   One 

M

M

None of yer gosh durned beeswax 

Mi fo

  Ah heck

   I still have cigs 

They re right there 

  Under that pile of books 

And hats on my bed

 Let's take a nap

Maybe I'll sleep one in my sleep- dreams

  are a little more memorable these days- which

is not necessarily a good thing- weird dumb ass dreams- that confirm I'm a fucking freak - 

Ah yes life goes on ---

  Please take your seats ladies and germs-----

-----IRS CIA TSA LMNOP IRA ROTH (is that Jewish?)

MOVIES WITH ROBERT RYAN

MICHAEL CAINE 

hello

What day is it 

Oh Sunday

   Will the Sun show itself ?

Questions questions 

ROBERT DUVALL

LARRY MCMURTRY